On March 16th, an Israeli soldier driving a bulldozer two-stories high crushed to death 23-year-old Rachel Corrie, an American nonviolent human rights protestor. According to numerous witnesses and photographic documentation, she was killed intentionally.
Counterpunch, April 13, 2003
February 27, 2003:
‘I have bad nightmares about tanks and bulldozers outside our house.
Sometimes the adrenaline acts as an anesthetic for weeks and then in the evening or at night it just hits me again â€“ a little bit of the reality of the situation. I am really scared for the people here.
Yesterday, I watched a father lead his two tiny children, holding his hands, out into the sight of tanks and a sniper tower and bulldozers and Jeeps because he thought his house was going to be exploded. Jenny and I stayed in the house with several women and two small babies. It was our mistake in translation that caused him to think it was his house that was being exploded. In fact, the Israeli army was in the process of detonating an explosive in the ground nearby â€“ one that appears to have been planted by Palestinian resistance.
This is in the area where Sunday about 150 men were rounded up and contained outside the settlement with gunfire over their heads and around them, while tanks and bulldozers destroyed 25 greenhouses â€“ the livelihoods for 300 people. The explosive was right in front of the greenhouses â€“ right in the point of entry for tanks that might come back again. I was terrified to think that this man felt it was less of a risk to walk out in view of the tanks with his kids than to stay in his house.
I was really scared that they were all going to be shot and I tried to stand between them and the tank. This happens every day, but just this father walking out with his two little kids just looking very sad, just happened to get my attention more at this particular moment, probably because I felt it was our translation problems that made him leave.
I thought a lot about what you said on the phone about Palestinian violence not helping the situation. Sixty thousand workers from Rafah worked in Israel two years ago. Now only 600 can go to Israel for jobs. Of these 600, many have moved, because the three checkpoints between here and Ashkelon (the closest city in Israel) make what used to be a 40-minute drive, now a 12-hour or impassible journey. In addition, what Rafah identified in 1999 as sources of economic growth are all completely destroyed â€“ the Gaza international airport (runways demolished, totally closed); the border for trade with Egypt (now with a giant Israeli sniper tower in the middle of the crossing); access to the ocean (completely cut off in the last two years by a checkpoint and the Gush Katif settlement).
The count of homes destroyed in Rafah since the beginning of this intifada is up around 600, by and large people with no connection to the resistance but who happen to live along the border.
When that explosive detonated yesterday it broke all the windows in the familyâ€™s house. I was in the process of being served tea and playing with the two small babies. Iâ€™m having a hard time right now. Just feel sick to my stomach a lot from being doted on all the time, very sweetly, by people who are facing doom. I know that from the United States, it all sounds like hyperbole. Honestly, a lot of the time the sheer kindness of the people here, coupled with the overwhelming evidence of the willful destruction of their lives, makes it seem unreal to me. I really canâ€™t believe that something like this can happen in the world without a bigger outcry about it. ??It really hurts me, again, like it has hurt me in the past, to witness how awful we can allow the world to beâ€¦you actually do go and do your own research. But it makes me worry about the job Iâ€™m doing.
All of the situation that I tried to enumerate above â€“ and a lot of other things â€“ constitutes a somewhat gradual â€“ often hidden, but nevertheless massive â€“ removal and destruction of the ability of a particular group of people to survive. This is what I am seeing here. The assassinations, rocket attacks and shooting of children are atrocities â€“ but in focusing on them Iâ€™m terrified of missing their context. ??The vast majority of people here â€“ even if they had the economic means to escape, even if they actually wanted to give up resisting on their land and just leave (which appears to be maybe the less nefarious of Sharonâ€™s possible goals), canâ€™t leaveâ€¦they canâ€™t even get into Israel to apply for visas, and because their destination countries wonâ€™t let them in (both our country and Arab countries).
When all means of survival is cut off in a pen (Gaza) which people canâ€™t get out of, I think that qualifies as genocide. Even if they could get out, I think it would still qualify as genocide. Maybe you could look up the definition of genocide according to international law.
When I come back from Palestine, I probably will have nightmares and constantly feel guilty for not being here, but I can channel that into more work.
Coming here is one of the better things Iâ€™ve ever done. So when I sound crazy, or if the Israeli military should break with their racist tendency not to injure white people, please pin the reason squarely on the fact that I am in the midst of a genocide which I am also indirectly supporting, and for which my government is largely responsible.’